[30 Sep 2004|06:19pm] JEREMY STARTS LIVING IN GAINESVILLE ON SUNDAY! i'm addicted to the golden girls claire is a cuite patootie i miss everyone in deland/deltona/ENTERPRISE my roommate is pretty damn cool. and she has a boyyyyyyyyyyfrrriiiennnnd now ;) i'm broke, but glad about jeremy's housewarming present my mom and katie have sent me mail so far, making them cooler than the rest of you. remember, a care package sent yields a care package received i need to stick to my diet better. those ten pounds aren't melting away by themselves but on a better note, 8 minutes in the morning works really well...when you actually do it. i need to get better at that last part. michael moore is speaking at my school on monday for free. noam chomsky last year + moore this year = well done, accent i got a 100% on my teaching diverse populations test i'm trying to control my jealousy i'm arranging therapy again just to help me calm down about stupid stuff the golden girls are amazing the presidential debates tonight won't actually be debates, per se. more like speeches side-by-side my hair is awful i want to be pretty i fell off my bike on wednesday and fucked up my arm and leg pretty badly saturdays can start making me a lot of money... ...plus i get friday nights with jeremy. party party. and every single day. j-j-j-j-jeremy rocks my world nicole knox also rox blanche is a slut rose is the best sophia is funny dorthy is delightful as a uf student, i get the new york times for free first campusNOW meeting is october 12 i need earrings i want to get my lip pierced i miss rubi and other people too jeremy's living here starting sunday! 3 squares|hip?

[08 Sep 2004|06:34pm] thank you for being a friend friends only. from now on, this journal is friends only. comment and i'll most likely add you <3 15 squares|hip?

[30 Aug 2004|07:34am] when did i get so lucky? garden state is my new favorite movie, uprooting the four year reign of dancer in the dark as the piece of art that has moved me most. i don't even mind that everyone likes garden state and it moves them. in fact, i'm glad. stuff like that doesn't usually bother me, but sometimes it does if something's my very very favorite, but with this movie, it just goes to show how wonderful it is. jeremy can attest to my absurd reaction to it. i couldn't stop sobbing. it was so amazing. <3 7 squares|hip?

[21 Aug 2004|08:23am] feel better, brittany! (i love you twin, and your poor puffy feet! 2 squares|hip?

[07 Jul 2004|10:53am] ♥ happy two months ♥ i ♥ jeremy salig ahhhh i'm such a geeky girl! 2 squares|hip?

[04 Jul 2004|09:32pm] i fucking give up 1 square|hip?

[04 Jul 2004|08:29pm] i finally found someone who i love enough to treat myself well. jeremy is a part of me, and since a part of me is the most wonderful person in the world (him), i have to respect and love that. and i do. you are worth the world to me, baby. hip?

[23 Jun 2004|11:23am] i miss you all so much already. jeremy... my one and only. <3 3 squares|hip?

[22 Jun 2004|02:08am] i love this man. you fell asleep tonight in my arms. lulled by the hum of the fan and the beat of my heart. my fingers under the blanket told stories of longing and of aching and of sleepless nights that wore us out. i couldnt leave right away so i watched you dream and tried desperately to imagine where you were. your throat singing staccato notes and whimpers and breathless pleas with corresponding shifts in your position. what was missing? nothing. so i closed my eyes and dozed a few moments away, away, away with you and awoke to leave. i didnt want to leave. no, i never do. but these things are only temporary. having to leave, to sleep, is only temporary. i kissed your head and pulled the covers up and around your shoulders and neck, where my arms would be if they could. and they should. as i floated silently out i looked at where i was going, so empty compared to where ive been. i tore myself away from an angel, asleep, tonight. how do i have someone who loves me that much? what we have is so so so so so very special. i'm never going to let that specialness change. sure, we'd be a good normal couple, just functioning, loving each other but without that divine inspiring spark of true love that makes us so unique. but that's not good enough for us. because we are so much more. PationNotFation: dont be afraid my darling. ive been running on thoughts of you and nothing will change anything weve shared. in the moments before sunset when the day bleeds its last light, the breeze carries my thoughts, the twilight cradles my eyes like your fingers cradle mine. they are imprinted between and i feel them even when they arent there. youre voice kisses my ear like your lips on my mouth. soft and melted as my heart when you look at me. let thoughts of this consume you. allow memories to hold you. and fill yourself with feelings like limbs that feel sensation even when they are gone. -"to have a ghost heart" rocky flexible: i've read that many times. i just didnt know if it was about me PationNotFation: of course it was PationNotFation: it was about that time PationNotFation: i dont remember where we were rocky flexible: oh <3 PationNotFation: but we were driving back to your house PationNotFation: i think from walmart in deland PationNotFation: when you bought big fish PationNotFation: and the sky was amazing and you were holding my hand PationNotFation: but you pulled away because you were driving rocky flexible: :-( PationNotFation: but i still felt it there PationNotFation: nah its not a sad thing PationNotFation: i mean you have to drive PationNotFation: haha PationNotFation: but i just felt it there PationNotFation: and it rememinded me of amputees PationNotFation: when they get phantom pains PationNotFation: in limbs that are lost PationNotFation: and when you go, thats how my heart will be my heart will reach out for you. hip?

[21 Jun 2004|12:50am] no one fucking talk to me. 2 squares|hip?

[15 Jun 2004|02:04am] i love every single moment i share with jeremy. i love that when i cried about francesco tonight he just held me and almost cried himself. i love that he acted out exactly what he thought francesco was doing, why i shouldn't worry that francesco was scared and homesick and lonely in the vet's office. i love that jeremy crouched on all fours, arched his back like the kitties do, and meowed to show me just how cheerful my kitty must be, and then described the newspapers and cigarettes all the kitties at the kennel probably shared, as well as discussions on politics. i also love every single moment i spend with many of my other friends, and i hope to make good on that before the big move. speaking of which, my awesome suitemate faith called me today, and everything is gonna rock at uf. my other suitemates are named marina and americus. awesome names, and i'm sure awesome girls. faith is a total badass because she moved her stuff into the common area, leaving me with essentially a single. rock on darlings. <3 1 square|hip?

[11 Jun 2004|11:44pm] jeremy <3 i have the world's most wonderful, considerate, funny, accomodating, attractive boyfriend and i love him for motherfucking good. not only did said boyfriend make my birthday fantastic (along with all my other friends...way to max out olive garden's party table, lovers), but, knowing i was sick today, he came over and spent time with me doing what others might consider boring activities. we watched about 6 episodes of family guy, which was augmented by an intermission of the best of will ferrel. my life is sooooooo good. jeremy is the best, and i love just laying next to him and feeling his hands on my back, on my stomach, running through my hair. i was feverish and felt terrible, but he made it bearable, even fun in a certain way, because he was with me and i love him. the flowers he gave me yesterday are on my table and i can see them now. i'm grinning because i love him so very much, and i can't contain this feeling in my body so it has to come out through smile. <3 i love you darling. <3 1 square|hip?

[11 Jun 2004|04:58am] people who i love: jeremy lindsay evan jamie coffey sandon sarah brittany w danny brittany n ian mike b david jesse ryan roxanne chad tony everyone who made my 18th birthday special you all complete me. jeremy is the best boyfriend ever and i swear i love him for good. all the ladies trying to grab his ass at indie had to abort move when they saw ms. birthday girl lay some kisses on his lips. <3 my tattoo is cool <3 pictures tomorrow maybe. thanks again to all of you, this has been an amazing birthday and we own indie bar. 2 squares|hip?

[04 Jun 2004|08:58pm] susan and i are cool 28 squares|hip?

[29 May 2004|05:17pm] Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn Your Name You Are A: Teeny-Bopper Your Favorite Band/Song Five Iron Frenzy - Oh Canada You Like To Read: Fiction novels You Firmly Believe In: Love at first sight Everyone Thinks You Are: The coolest person in history You Were Conceived: 52nd Street, New York City You Will Marry: A porn star Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen! oooh baby... brittany, you best be coming to the movie tonight <3 2 squares|hip?

[19 May 2004|12:06pm] kathleen meredith robinson rocks my life forever. we are the best on earth. best friends through middle school are the best friends you'll ever find. <3 <3 <3 <3 3 squares|hip?

[18 May 2004|07:17am] jeremy and i had a good conversation over aim last night. i fell asleep thinking about it. he's brilliant. yesterday/today have been preview at uf. kind of lame. sandon made it bearable by being funny. somehow i don't think chantelle will go for the "wife harem" even if she is the alpha wife, buddy. she doesn't take shit like that. college is going to be lame. too far away. i'm coming home today! i have my advising appointment at 1, and sandon has his at 1:30, then we are jetting toward deland to take sandy home and then it's me + jeremy + big fish = <3 call me, people. i'm going to be bored until 1. 2 squares|hip?

[07 May 2004|02:26am] [ mood | chipper ] i had fun tonight. conan's ford = best on earth congrats to jeremy for surviving the sight of conan doing an impression of brittany's alien face. to bed. i have ib math in....6 hours....getting up in five. i'll be cool. 3 squares|hip?

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[19 Apr 2004|05:22pm] You still cry too easily, but without your tears, at least, everything would burn. You are spring in your jeans, in the laughing leaves. I think pearls melted over your bones. hip?

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